Angry

It was almost 7 months ago that one of my best friends was killed in a terrible accident. I still think about her all the time. I'm still angry about the circumstances of her death and I just don't understand really.

She was an only child and a much better person than I'll ever be. She was beautiful inside and out and her parents have been left with nothing but her memories. She was smart and organized and was going to be a CPA. She was going to be a wonderful wife and mother but she never got the chance because of someone else's stupid mistake.

I miss you Lindsay.

Sleep

So, I'm having a slight bout with insomnia. Every now and then, I just have these phases where I don't really sleep. I want to sleep, try to sleep, and I'm very sleepy but I just can't sleep. By the time I realize that it's going to be one of "those nights" it's too late to take anything to help me sleep b/c I don't want to sleep all day tomorrow. I also don't believe in taking any sort of sleep aid long term. I'll take them maybe 2 or 3 days in a row but that's it. And only over the counter stuff, prescription stuff like that scares me. Anywho, I am now going to try to find something on TV...

The first one!

I think I might be jumping on the blogging bandwagon...